Good Morning!!!

THANK YOU GOD FOR ANOTHER DAY OF SOBERNESS BEHIND ME AND FOR THE BEGINNING OF A NEW ONE!!!
Last night I went to an AA meeting and I relized something...I am not the only one who is powerless over alcohol!!! I knew I was an alcoholic going into the meeting but I thought that I would be above all the rest of the people there because it would be a room full of people who needed alcohol...you know the people you think of when you here the word alcoholic...the ones who shake if they dont have a drink or that go to the bar everday at noon and never leave but it was nothing like that...I found that a majority were like me with the fact that they would just frink for fun but once they had that first beer they were powerless...it helped me alot in understanding that I was using that as my higher power because I was powerless over it...your whole life you are taught to be independent from your parents and teachers...they are getting you ready for the real world and for me that means doing things on your own...so I would tell myself that I could fix this problem on my own...people told me I couldnt do it by myself but those were the same people that were trying to make me independent so in my mind they were contrdicting themselves and I wanted to prove them wrong...but they were right and it took me loosing more than I ever wanted to to realize it!!! Thank you to all who have not given up on me and for those who have I completely understand...If I was bringing you down I apologize and you are a better person for getting away and bettering yourself!!!

Snow!!

we got alot of snow this weekend so it was kind of a boring weekend but it is almost all gone now...hopefully the sun will come out and thaw me out and get warm...I miss everone and everyone be safe in there travels

California Here I Come!!!

I fly in on Tuesday and I am staying for 1 week!!! I am so excited I get to see my family and others that I love...I hope that the weather is HOT ( cause I could really use some thawing out and my legs have not seen sun sinse Mexico)...I cant wait to see the beach and listen to the waves crashing while the sun is setting(things I took advantage of so many times)... I get to drive on a big freeway instead of a little 2 lane highway... I cant wait to see everyone I will be there soon!!!

SO SO COLD!!!

I am home sick really bad!!!
Its 20 degrees and its has been snowing like crazy for the last 5 hours and all I can think about its having a bon fire on the beach listening to the waves.
Anyway My job status has changed once again...no longer selling cars now its catering
New adventure I get to drive around and I love to drive and the people are real cool...
The whole being 21 thing has not really kicked in yet and I am a little dissappointed but I was warned so I kind of knew it was coming...
I miss everyone and I wish I could get out there... take care of MIMI when she comes have her make some pickle roll ups and eat some for me.
thank you everyone who wrote in my photo album it really means alot to me
Love everyone

Christmas!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! I miss everyone so much...you guys are always with me in my heart...I am in Brookville for the hollidays with my dad and brother and sister and his girlfriend and her kids...so its a big family!!!Its about 25 degrees so I wish I was out there with everyone...everyone drive safe wherever you are traveling and I will talk to you all on Christmas...make sure everyone is good so Santa comes!!!!!!!!
LOVE YOU

Well...

Sorry I havent been keeping everyone updated...lifes been alittle crazy...I am leaving on Friday from Philly and headed to Pittsburgh then on sunday I am flying to Mexico!!!I have been working so much and trying to get everything all ready for the next week...I will be back on the 17 so I will let everyone know how it went...I miss everyone so much around these holidays...everyone knows I hate being alone and it really makes you think about how there are alot of everyday things that we all take advantage of and dont even realize it...I love everyone and I cant wait to see eveyone!!!!!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

Everyone enjoy the day and I will be thinking about all of you...dont take advantage of the time you get to spend with your family...I love you